ucangotohellnow

2007-04-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

life's been pretty boring these weeks... exams r coming... im studying for a change... fuck the exams la... nth much to do... whole day no mood to do anything come home, sutdy, sleep and play computer only... can u imagine how boring is that?

fuck life in the hole...
samuel

2007-04-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

fuck sia... so many ppl ask me update... update wat sia? nth interesting even happened these days la... so fucking boring...got things to update then i update...

signing off...
samuel

2007-04-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

nth much to blog abt today... school was great la with ms nor absent... a relief... maybe cause i dun really enjoy her class thats it... then after school went for maths rafeek came late... lol...then go play soccer afta that go see dentist then nth much alr... bb...

signing out
eto'o

2007-04-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

nth much happened today except that the fact that RUTH NG was ABSENT!!! woah we were so happy la... started the day freaking well... but azrin had to spoil it in a handphone game beat me by building 169 blocks over my 130... ok i know its lame la...then was eng nth much then got recess... then must run during recess for taf fuck sia... then i try to bluff lim that i buy fruit but actually is borrow la... then he scold me sia... mad man... then make me buy a fruit afta sch and eat in frnt of him... crazy... after that went for geog re-test... nadz cock sia... go say sth that make lmf angry lol... best ah! dalpreet, my best friend of cause sat beside nadz... then they were technically quarelling la... crazy ppl after that went to lib but eat macs first then me, nadz, azrin buy ice cream and azrin was eating so freaking slow that we pangseh him outside the lib haha/// went home nth to do revised some chi... nth more...

signing out///
eto'o

2007-04-03T21:12:00.001+08:00

ok i can blog properly now... ytd accidentally shouted at my mother... made her sad la... so damn sorry la...frm the bottom of my heart... i will try to be a better son to u...
ok skip the sorry part, today was damn emo and slack la... fucking boring... zzz... had a big big fight with azrin not really fight la but more of throwing and hiding stuff around la... damn lame sia... best part was ncc la... sat at the side watching them do drills... but really la... the marching was not bad la then they still got punished wtf sia... the sergeant abit siao alr... then later still must pump and crawl in the mud la! my clothes were soaked and wet and orange... uhhh... disgusting... then later we ate at macs, kaijing was like stealing everyone's fries la... haha... no offence... then eat le we all leave lor... kj left with hid a little earlier after that reached hm at 8... AMAZING! i was freaking early la coinsidering the fact that i ate dinner there maybe cause we found a table... miracle la... then later i reach hm go bath that time, clothes so disgusting, then worst when i shampoo my hair... it was sick?!?! light orange foam!!! sick!!! ok shall end my post here...

according to some guys frm ncc:
Doing pushups in the mud makes u a man!

fucked up and tired,
lost_boy...

class slogan: "every man for himself, who gives a heck about the other?!"

2007-03-30T14:50:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! blogger let me enter again... zzz... boring sia these few weeks... nth to do... but ytd was the best la! technically all the teachers who came to teach me ended up scolding me la... ruth ng kept changing my seat, ms phoon scolded me for eating the green plum in class, maybe got one more but i forgot who scolded me anyway... terrible got only 14.5 for my geography test la... and its upon 40 la! im damn disappointed with myself... keep telling myself muz work hard but i cant im just too lazy... trying very hard to kick the habit of laziness now, although i know it wont be easy la... 2day was a breeze, every teacher just taught a bit of their subs and then school ended... decided nt to go for NCC as had mc on hand anyway so go 4 wat? still sick with flu cough n sorethroat... juz now muhktar, qadhin, muzzaffir, nadzrie, azizan and azrin wanted to go mosque then we wanted take taxi but nadz ran to the bus stop... drenched of cause... thn me n zapek took turns to get a cab, but no use la... couldnt get one ended up taking bus home... so sian la...muzzy was a damn bastard la! he got my air force wet... bitch... anyway rain also got fault la... then was on the bus home... got a few malay boys sitting behind me... then i got on the bus i sat in frnt of them... they were like " sia la that boy in front of u wearing air force sia" then keep pointing at my shoes la... so damn awkward lor... thn got off at my stop and now here i am, sitting in front of my computer blogging... gtg... sick...

got to go,
lost_boy

2007-03-08T15:56:00.000+08:00

got caught 4 playing soccer in class ytd... gotta clean up the classroom walls coz gt all those blk blk marks of the ball... some so high till muz stand on chair to clean sia... we cleaned during CIT cause ms phoon go nanjing with those students... and>>>
well, amazingly, only those who played clean... rachel helped out thx... but the rest juz sat there like nth was happening and talked... i mean like... wat kind of class spirit is this?! u see ur fellow classmates cleaning ur classrm and u cant even have the madda-fucking intiative to ask us whether we need any help and juz sit there like we were all transparent or we were juz like the cleaners of the school, its our job to clean the classroom... HEY! the classroom is OURS... it spells O-U-R-S which means all of us... i know its our fault... yea... we shouldnt have played soccer in the class... but at least HELP! sit there like bullshit... i think the sky drop also nobody will know one la... nobody gives a shit abt anything/// we might not have any reunions ah... since nobody wants to attend them... every man for himself... we stuck 2gether for the yr 2007, finish our end-of-year exams and then we seperate... no point staying together as a class when no one cares for each other... and maybe mr rafeek is right... our class rules are nonsense... "show care and concern for everyone in the class" HA! anybody showed care and concern huh? WHO THE HELL SHOWED ANY CONCERN WHEN WE WERE CLEANING THE WALL?! u dare say u showed concern? huh? get a life... u guys sit there and talk talk n talk only... only know how to talk... talking's all ur life eh? we'd better finish our end-of-yr quickly, juz disperse this class as 2007, 2/2 will be known as a class with NO class spirit... no need for any reunions, or any bbqs, juz once we become sec 3's, just forgot everyone... forgot that we ever met... juz go on with your own lives and i'll go on with mine... juz forget u guys were ever 2/2, 2007, 1/2, 2006, take them as they nvr existed in your lives and u were escalated to sec 3's the second u entered the school... ok? thats all i have to say...

CLASS 2/2, classroom at the end of 3rd floor corridor... is a place to study... not a place where u talk abt any class spirits or whatsoever... its every man for himself... fend 4 urself...

signing off,
samuel...

2007-03-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

quite free these few days got time to blog ah... not bad... school... i find it hard to concentrate... very very very hard to do hmwk ah... terrible... fuck... results flunked... flunk like shit... maybe shits better... flunk my chinese... 40/100 wah great mark sia... art also get 40/100 art dun giv a shit la... no use one lor... rest pass la... but look like shit my report card... gotta pull up my socks technically not literally... lol... nth much to type la... but i thinking whether issit my loss or i win if i dont go to nanjing haha... but i muz go out during march hols la... i have been grounded, on probation at home the last madda-f**king 3wks... that is how long i have been staying at home like a good boy... zzz... got the "too long nvr go out" syndrome alr... LOL///

one day... im gonna do a twit post...

signing off...
lost_boi...

2007-03-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened these days... still on probation... so most of the times at home... fuck... boring like hell... then keep playing computer i think i gonna be the next shamir already ah... without glasses become like blind man alr... (but shamir is not a man) one thing clear ok... go use ball then kick at the goal with yufeng... kaixiang came a bit later... got this few sec 4 guys play play then break the window then they run away... then later singh come ask us who broke this window??? then i juz tell him roughly who the guy lor... or i kanna spanking on the ass sia... nahbeh... if really kanna dunno whether pain bo sia... lol... anyway not my prob la... also not i break one... care 4 wat? think i will end here...

REWARD FOR BREAKING GLASS PANE>>>

IF u admit la... then u must pay $8 issit? confirm with MR SINGH before you break one ok?
Not enough cash can pay by credit card... mastercard have 15% discount... ocbc 10%

IF dun admit... caning la... ouch... then CONFIRM still need pay la... scarely they ask u pay more... maybe got counselling or sth la... once again... when paying if not enough, they accept credit card, same discounts la... read the top k?

signing off...
lost_boy...

2007-03-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

loads of things happened these days i havent updated... ok maybe is wks that i nvr update la... stuck at hm all these days cause rafeek called la... sian... dun blame him lor... haha... will be lifted frm probation on 14th March and my phone will be returned to me... ready to celebrate for that day... finally getting more freedom on the computer again... arghh... school has been normal... only for the fact that we finally have balls to kick again/// we didnt have balls for almost one month... so i got bk my ball finally... more even already... lol... maths is getting better by the day... i enjoy having rafeek in my class 4 that mere 50mins... although strick, i enjoy... yeah... hes a wonderful teacher.... much better than mrs neo of cause or issit juz that neo is not strict enough n we keep talking so nobody managed to kinda understand... and rafeek is strict so everyone dun dare talk... funny sia other teachers greet alr juz seat but his lesson that time we greet and then we stand first muz wait 4 him to say sit down then dare to sit sia haha... budget sia we all haha... but his lessons seriously rock la... english nt bad at least get to watch movie la... not storytelling k? mt ok ok la... teacher going after my ass for not passing up the edusave form... haha... need a lot more new shoes now... all my shoes are like falling apart or spoilt alr ah... sian... ok thats abt all la...

gtg ppl...
samuel...

2007-02-22T08:21:00.000+08:00

blogging in come lab now... nth much to type... shall end here...

samuel...

2007-02-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

urg... been a terrible day for me... man... i got scolded for "fighting" with azrin none other then the favourite teacher mr rafeeeeek haha... then had to write down all the things we learnt during the whole day... still muz giv our parents name, number and loads of other shit sia... siao one... lol... then later wanted to go lib but changed my mind in the end... play soccer... i missed a damn easy ball... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME>>? EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG!!!

deadboy sam

2007-02-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

lots happened... we had a surprise party for hid at jec haha... hope he was happy this was history le... haha decided to post any images on that day... and then went to orchard for window shopping 4 damn long lor... haha walked from wheelock to paragon, isetan and all/// and then later we ended up opposite wheelock place again lor... so fun... then on mon went to school... dont know what i did sia... forgot le... tues/// had loads of lessons bloody ass sian ah... had ncc they juz taught us abt trainfire but did quite a lot of push ups in the end... sian... arms and body aching like hell liddat... OUCH!!! wed/// nt bad... had art... nvr do much... n then got storytelling lesson... hv to write compo... ARGHHH!!! SIAN!!! then later got maths... haha mr rafeek made me go to toilet and change back into my uniform frm my pe t-shirt haha... so pathetic then later got CIT wah not bad ah that lesson ms phoon juz came in and talked to some ppl but i wasnt chosen yet... thn got assembly quite nice juz had some skits... haha... after school went home directly... so sian... cause tired also ah so chiong hm with azrin... zzz...

WHAT'S LEFT OF HID'S BDAY CAKE

NADZ EMO-ING

"SOME" PPL SHLD KNOW WHAT I MEAN

2007-01-31T17:34:00.000+08:00

terrible day in school... didnt do loads of homework sia... but then all the teachers technically nvr check so im safe le... then tonight do... lol... went to macs 4 breakfast but then nvr really eat anything la... so later went to school slightly later a bit... they say school gates will close at 7.20am so this week we still considered acceptable timing/// nxt week then is considered late already haha... nadzrie said the gates of hell would close at 7.20 next week... LOL... then later ended school ok la... not much scoldings 2day... lol... after school then go kick some balls... but then so freaking bored and then left with jabbar to eat macs and then treat him one MCchicken and a small coke then i ate mcspicy... haha... then we walked to the bus stop and then chatted for a while before i left and then jabs was still waiting for the bus at the bus stop lor... then reached home and then played on my computer for a while, went online 4 a while, off and on, off and on... now still blogging... and gaming... going to watch SINGAPORE VS THAILAND yes!!! finally... too bad got tuition until around 8.30 so will miss half and hour of the match terrible ah... alamak... nvm but then not as bad as my bro he can only watch half an hour then no more haha... boring now... anybody want to chat msg me... looking 4 a valentine haha... who wan be my valentine?

dropped dead here,
deadboy_sam -_-

2007-01-30T20:42:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i can get onto blogger... these few days kept trying butthen cannot leh... dunno why... nth much happened these days... only thing that jianhong forgot to tap his ez-link and then the uncle was like "BOY U HAVENT TAP UR CARD" lol la... and then at least we got some balls and then managed to play soccer almost everyday again... but not during recess dunno why the stupid terrence want to put those kind of stupid rule and friggin ban us from playing soccer during recess sia... FUCK... i think they juz wanna ban soccer totally from the school sia... bitches and assholes... and 2day i saw 2 very satisfying scenes in school, 1 dalpreet kanna scolded by ms ker, 2 dalpreet being scolded by vilau muniyandhi for eating too much HAHA HAHA!!! BITCH!

signing off,
lost boy

2007-01-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

school was not bad... for my type la... went through smoothly without getting any scoldings, detentions, or any sh!t la... and then stayed in class till arounf 2 to complete my chi hmwk lor... 4got to do then muz chiong... and the BEST thing 2day was, a rat in the staff room bit a hole in my eng wksheet HAHA of all ppl me and another person dunno who lor... teacher still havent found out who the stupid fella is? so with this i end my post... im in a good mood 2day =]>>>

signing off>>>
Lost_boy =[

2007-01-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

15/1/07
MESSING UP BIG TIME TODAY>>> VERY VERY BIG TIME!!!

i'm a bastard... a useless bastard through and all... i cant seem to control my temper... why??? first post of this year... im getting depressed... my life's a wreck... i messed up 2day... pushing this 2/8 guy... sry to everyone i implicated... the girl i like... dunno whether she likes me too... cca's not very fun... school's not very dun... im getting depressed!!! can some1 help me? maybe counselling or what shit? help me get some shit off my mind... im dizzy... im tired... arghhh... im starting to hate myself... my temper's getting worse... dunno why... ANYONE OUT THERE WHO THINKS THEY CAN HELP ME IN ANY WAY>>>??? PLZ CALL >>>[ *@)($*&(] if u know my number cause this thing is in some kind of code... a very simple, easy, yet so complicated one... tired tired tired...

PLZ TAG ON THIS TOPIC>>>
what would u do if the love of ur life was always beside u but u were too shy to say anything?

dropping dead, losing identity, messing big time,
DEADboy sam...

2006-12-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

14/9/06
went to hk in the morning rushing for the 11am flight... the airplane so shiok was the latest singapore airlines so the economy class was upgraded till so nice la... i feel like sitting there for the whole day but then only for around 3 and a half hours then land liao... sian... kept on playing games then finally got to watch "Click" on the plane was a damn funny show haha... then landed then go hotel eat dinner then go slp...

15/9/06-18/9/06
sry ah im tired to type all the rest i did so im gonna skip... the last dinner was dinner at RUTH CHRIS's STEAK HOUSE awww man!!! THE STEAK IS GREAT!!! so damn juicy and the mash potato was great shrimp in sauce was great too... wah bill also great sia... 600+ sing... woah i thought only around 200+ walau then saw bill was walao eh... then bought this ferrari bk and read and read lor... haha so fun... the nxt day took the night plane home and arrived hm at around 2.30pm so nice... bb

signing off...
deadboy sam-_-

2006-12-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

just went out with my cousins on fri because of the ppl who i were supposed to go out with suddenly backed out one by one so then go look 4 my cousins whether they could go out so i went to their house then talk talk talk then decided to watch open season which is a cartoon for those who didnt know... then went to plaza singapura to buy the tickets for the 3pm show... then went to the arcade and tried to win a phone but no luck la so nvr win then there's this caucasian not bad ah him... keep on getting the consolation prize till the last square where he is supposed to stack where he missed or machine dun let him win also not sure but he was good... then went to watch open season was not a very nice show... i didnt enjoy it much la so not really recommended to go watch haha... looking 4 a new skin now... will change it very very soon...

dropped dead here...
deadboy

2006-12-06T17:39:00.000+08:00

29/11/2006
Took the 1am plane to korea got onto the plane at around 12.30am... 6 and a half hours without TV bloody hell! i went with tan family... ahyi, yizhang, elroy and jana... zoom zoom... flew off...

30/11/06
reached korea airport at around 7-8am around that... then sat on the coach and then met the tour guide first lor then went to hv lunch which was made uop of cabbage, rice cake, and chicken meat, with some rice... nt bad ah actually... then went to this island which was around 5 mins boat ride very very beautiful island which has this machine with 3 wheels, an engine, a brake vry nice... thn was around 1-4 degrees celcius not very cold... then hv this pond with salmon inside sia... somemore the pond not so big then got 4+ salmon inside quite big de... so impressed haha... then later went to hv dinner then went to resort to sleep alr... zzz

1/12/06
woke up at around 8am then had a bit of breakfast... cause not really nice ah... then dunno go where forgot already then later we came bk to go swimming cause theres this real big pool fot a resort down there then we swam for 2 hours or so and then went to clean up... then all the ppl there male and female all bath naked one they dun care one... like normal but then of cause men and female different toilets la of cause haha... then went for dinner then go sleep rdy to change hotel the next morning... nite///

2/12/06
woke up earlier... then later went for breakfast not bad... and then we went 4 quite long around 1 and a half hours went to this shop where they rented ice skates, gear and everything lor... after that went to go ice skiing very very very shiok and then had poepeys for lunch was the best lunch during the whole tour... and then later we go 4 dinner... then went to the hotel which took around 2 hours... and then check in and all the same things alr...

3/12/06
woke up again... then went to some places of interest b4 going to everland spent the whole day there so shiok then play and play and play 4 the whole day... then go bk sleep liao....

4/12/06
went to some places of interest again... then went to the souvenir shop buy some things... bought 5 handphone the thing for some friends... but now prob is i dunno who to giv it to la... but then i know one giv to hid lor... cause alr told him... sian ah... took the 6.30 flight bk to singapore reached at around 11.15pm... reached home at 12.30 then went out again eat bar chor mee so hungry haha... then went home slp alr...

saddest thing when i went to korea...
saw this nike sneakers which costs around 100k won of cause around $170 sing then dunno whether issit real or not then at last didnt buy... I AM SO GODAMN SAD...

2006-11-25T15:44:00.000+08:00

many days bo blog le... sian... haiz... the com i using in my mums office blogger hv problem so cant blog... so now then can blog anyway this few days nth to do just went to work... office... and then only on one thurs hv ncc but then nt bad... so nth to blog abt actually... sian ah sian ah finally i going out soon on tues... walau eh then my mum still dun wan buy me the $103 nike bag damn! anyway giving my bros tuition so soon going to be able to buy that bag le woohoo! i look foward to the bag... haha gtg now bb

died here...
deadboy sam...

2006-11-16T08:43:00.000+08:00

13/11/06
was working for my mum in the morning and afternoon... went to vivo city at around 3.30 waited for phang sisters for like one and a half hours... sian lor keep on staying outside and inside inside and outside and then they FINALLY came lor... then still waited for quite long for shun keat before deciding to watch flushed away not a bad movie on the whole... but then we ate dinner first b4 going 4 the dinner... we ordered the food before realising we had 10mins left to eat haha so chiong then when we reach the movies still having advertisment was like wtf?i tot movie started liao haiyo then we watch till around 7+ then sat around till 8+ before heading home and reached home at around 10... maybe eariler by 5 mins lor... then bathed and went to sleep... zzz...

15/11/06
also worked in the office till afternoon before heading to je interchange to meet nadzrie and hidayat for lunch... ate some food then saw nadia she went to buy tickets after lunch saw hafizah then we went into the theatre watch grudge 2 nadia and hafizah were like screaming everytime the ghost came out lol... no offence haha then later we walked around nth to do? then took mrt to jec coz i needed to go home urgently so left the 4 of them and went home...

2006-11-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

dunno why... im feeling so tired today... stuck at home on a rainy saturday with nothing to do so decided to blog... sianz so bored at home and some more no money or sure go out liao lo still stuck at home... waiting for 29 nov so that i can go to korea and play for a whole week wah think also shiok can forgot all the problems i hv now!!! whole brain filled with problems... personal... school... maybe i needa counsellor haha sian lor... hope that school starts earlier coz feel so bored at home nth to do at least hv some actvities to do in school or any shit lah... i wanted her to be mine for once... but she was nvr mine... and now i hv given up... dense brain dense brain dense brain or maybe i was not obvious enough anyway all this doesnt matter anymore coz i forgot her name alr maybe in the friends column can find her name haha but dun come diggin my brains out to see leh... i know im lame haha anyway i gtg so till nxt time///

hope to see my friends soon...
deadboy_sam...

2006-11-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

juz changed my skin hw u all find it? anyway the chalet is going nt too bad... i hope so too... was working 4 the whole day 2day then was like so bored so decided to game for a while but found it boring so went onto msn chat chat chat... but then dunno why this wk nt going out at all so guai hehe... actually coz not enough money... once i hv money i will be going out a lot le... woohoo now hard nxt time better liao haha... kk gtg bb...

samuel was here...

2006-11-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

dunno why but i seem to feel so tired these few days... not seeing u for a wk has made me feel better... i dun wanna see u that much... the craving has died down... anyway will be going malaysia frm sat to mon so nt blogging during that period of three days... working for my mum... nt easy type so many things a day and somemore so confusing... blur liao ah!!! hope i earn enough soon to last me to go out coz i havent even went out once since the holidays... pathetic dunno why maybe i dun hv the mood... anyway happy holidays ppl...

died here...
deadboy sam-_-

2006-10-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

its been days since i last posted... had been kinda busy working for my mum... arnd 40 bucks a day... keep on increasin the pay haha she hv no say i juz say i wan more money then keep addin but then i muz see the mood lah if bad mood then dun dare to ask but then gd mood dare dare ask later she also 4got i juz say she agreed can liao haha... anyway wallet finally gettin heavier i also seem to be in a better mood... maybe coz i forgot u... still hv probz...

gtg...

samuel

2006-10-25T19:55:00.001+08:00

maybe my feelings hv run out, maybe i hv juz gotten very very numb... numbed to the extreme,to the extent i dunno my own name... i juz dun know wat to do... am i just walking in circles? am i just wasting my time?

anyway the class chalet was not a vry great success coz so many ppl didnt want to go i dun know why at all... some gave crappy reasons and some couldnt afford or some other reasons i juz dun understand 10 bucks for 2 days of fun out of a whole yr of studying why cant u ppl juz open up and juz pay 10 for the fun? we only hv two miserable years together and maybe only 2 class gatherings in the two yrs... and you ppl dun even wanna pay 10 dollars! if hv financial problems i dun blame u but seriously lah almost every1 can afford 10 bucks... some can even say that going to chalets are boring u are juz giving terrible reasons for why u dun want to go coz u feel they are lame... giv some better reasons willya? FUCK YOU! anyway those ppl who are going plz pay the 10 and if you wanna stay overnight u can but dun blame me if the space is small coz we only hv funds to book one chalet so sry but dun worry i will make sure the food is nice! XD

ran out of feelings...
samuel

2006-10-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

went to je lib to discuss some things on the creative show thing... discuss till around 3pm then wanted to buy the materials at jec mrt popular but dun hv so go ALL the way to bras bersah to go buy dunno why maybe there hv more things but in the end got most of them juz left a few nid us to bring somethings... like me... then i paid the taxi fare $12 haha coz MRt way too slow so decided to take taxi lor... then later we bought our things xt said wanted to go cafe drink sth so juz folo lor then later left at arnd 4.45 lyk tat then took mrt headed home... so tired... bb

signing off...
deadboy sam

2006-10-22T16:31:00.000+08:00

right...here's some quiz hidayat got me to do..
since i have some free time i guess i'll just do it..

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU :
o1 . Cried : nah...
o2 . Worn jeans : nupe i dun reli like jeans
o3 . Met someone : my brother? i can SEE
o4 . Done laundry : i nvr nid to do laundry
o5 . Went hungry : yea
o6 .Talked on the phone : yup wiv hechen
o7 . Said I love you : no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :o8 . Yourself: 100%
o9 . Your friends : depends
1o . Tooth fairy : wats that?
11 . Destiny / Fate : dunno
12 . Ghosts : yea
13 . UFO : not really

FRIENDS AND LIFE :14 . Do you ever wished you had another name: maybe
15 . Do you like anyone: yea
16 . Which one of your friends acts most like you: nah...
17 . When you cried the most who was there: nupe XD
18 . What's the best feeling in the world: when ppl praise me
19 . What's the worst feeling in the world: feeling guilty when did sth wrong and parents keep looking at u
2o . What time is it now : 4.40pm

WHICH IS BETTER :
21 . Chocolate or vanilla : choc
22 . Coke or pepsi : coke
23 . Love or Lust : love

YOUR PICK:
Mac or KFC : dunno both also nice
Single or group dates : Single
Adidas or nike : nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea : dun drink tea
Cappucino or coffee : coffee

DO YOU:
Smoke : Nope.
Curse : yes like hell when im angry
Take a shower : of coz! i smell good
Have a crush : nt sure
Think you`ve been in love : maybe
Like school : ok ok
Want to get married : yrs down the road then we say
Think you`re a health freak : no way

IN THE PAST MONTH:
Drank alcohol : they dun wan sell me coz not 18 yet
Gone to the mall : yes
Been on stage : no
Eaten sushi : no
Been dumped : no
Gone skating : no
Dyed your hair : no

HAVE YOU EVER:
Changed who you were to fit in : be myself
I:
I LOVE : friends.My phone
I FEEL : disappointed.
I HIDE : dunno
I MISS : my pri sch
I NEED : new mp3

Seven people you would like them to do :
-scotty
-yanqing
-debra
-charmainewj
-hafizah
-hopper
-lycia

2006-10-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

so sian... my results were not that satisfactory got 63/100 for chi, 59/ dunno wat for geog, then the rest dunno liao is like so suck sia but then not so disappointed with my chinese at least i passed with B4 lol... anyway couldnt play soccer wiv them today coz dunno why maybe didnt feel like it or something... hope tmrw the results will make my day coz i feel so damn lousy all of a sudden maybe coz my results make my mood not so gd bah... then was like wasting my time all at hm feeling like shit didnt know what to do... i feel like i just lost my sense of direction... dunno where to head or go...

signing off...
deadboy sam-_-

2006-10-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

any1 going out tmrw? tell me leh i free on tmrw and wed dun feel like staying home and lazing my whole day away watching tv and playing comp leh... wanna watch movie or juz walk around and do some shit???

some words are juz so damn hard to come out of ur mouth... like ***************************

died here...
samuel was shot to death here...

2006-10-12T09:19:00.000+08:00

went out wiv hiddy, jianhong, nadia, charmaine go watch world trade centre nice movie lah abt 9/11 and police and families and a lot more reccomended to go watch it at the nearest cinema near u... afta tat went to wheelock place coz jianhong keep on complaining want to eat and eat and eat nadia had to go so she wnt off after the movie... then we walked around in wheelock place for a while then took mrt to bugis go meet and dione, pearlyn, dawn and there was a guy called rapheal issit? sry if i spell ur name wrongly... then walk and walk and walk then finally they decided find a place sit down then went to delifrance sit down and jian wanted to eat again lol... then later was around 5++ already so every1 went home... came home at around 7pm mum and dad were so pissed off that i didnt call tat they didnt talk to me 4 the whole nite sia anyway dun tink 2day can go out so sad... haiz...

gtg...
deadboy sam was here...

2006-10-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

juz did my art exam 2day so sian sia 2 hours somemore i paint until so ugly lor... see also wanna vomit maybe shit looked better lol... anyway afta exam then went to play soccer till around 11.30 like tat then all of us went bk damn tired lah... left CME, english oral haha super sian lor still muz do tis 2 exams but then CME totally useless... afta came home cooked some instant noodles ate it play the com a while then went to sleep in the afternoon... zzz...

sigining off,
deadboy sam-_0

2006-10-08T11:22:00.000+08:00

yes! eoys are almost over left maths on monday then left 2 crappy subs art and CME dunno study 4 wat shit sia... juz wake it as no use 1 lah haha... after maths then can party loh eoys are officially over... so bored staying at hm summore cant go out so sian sia... keep on looking at the same page of maths make me so bored wanna sleep liao 2day nth much to post bb...

died here with a broken heart...
deadboy sam-_-

2006-09-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

i am so tired... eoys are killing me bit by bit bit by bit... i am sure i am gonna die sooon... very soon i will seriously go to hell... did my eng paper 1 and 2 burning hot sia... fever 38.1 degress later see again become 38.5 sia... u could cook an egg on my forehead sunny side haha... anyway chi paper was damn hard lar one compre took up two frigging pages sia!!! almost died reading it man dunno why nicol find it nice he muz be mad sry nicol no offence but then the compre like so long lah... did till left 2 mins before end of paper b4 so tyco... anyway ppl JIAYOU 4 EOYS!!! GOGO!

see ya pals...
samuel died here with a broken heart

2006-09-22T15:22:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy exams are coming!!! stress ah!!! revision revision revision this thing fills my head i dunno how to relax sia... damn tired juz hope exams will pass quickly then i can go out more often... i also hope can get all A1 or A2 for all my main subjects lor then my parents will buy me a freaking laptop as i want it so friggin much!!! arghhh!!! gotta go revise bb...

see ya nxt time...
heartdead sam... i am so tired...

2006-09-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me...
Happy Bithday to me...
Happy Birthday to me-e...
Happy Birthday to me...

haha... 13 yr old le shld do wat first? kenna bash by 1/2 guys 2day lucky 1/1 nvr come so they miss lor lol... birthday wish... its... its... i wun tell u...

it wont be ever fufilled... haiz... gtg

see ya soon...
heartdead sam...

2006-09-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

2day was a terrible day... 1/2 guys made ruth ng angry then when we were outside i said a word in hokkien damn loud then she heard sia... then ask me stand outside 4 the rest of the lesson aiyo terrrible still say wanna call my parents... school was not too bad at least i bothered to listen to all my teachers teaching especially neo lah i find her a very gd teacher now at least she doesnt get so impatient and giv out demerit points, detention and call parents as much as ruth ng lah... ng givs demerit points like she fart like tat lor so quick and fast... and smelly... lolx... i trying nt to make all my chers angry liao but if they crash with me head-on they are so dead as i cnt hold bk my words, im straightfoward they not happy they juz tell me i dun giv a damn at all lah... then had eng remedial and played soccer in the rain so shiok... did detention 2day mr singh in charge asked us to go and wipe railings, windows much easier then mr faizal lah still muz scrape moss in the bloody hot sun... 2days school was nt bad actually except the start lah... so guess wat i shouted outside? "SI BEH SIAN AH!" sry to non-hokkiens who dun understand...

till another time...
deadboy sam...

2006-09-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

plz highlight the text if u wanna read tis post of mine...

ytd was class bonding for 1/2... the turnout wasnt tat gd lah but then still almost half the class turned up had loads of food to eat but then i left with an empty stomach... we reached at around hmmm... maybe 6pm? then we had to help prepare the food & more lah... later started bbquing but then we didnt nid to do anything lah there were 2 gals and 1 guy help us bbq dunno wat name sry haha then we juz eat lor... l8er had water fite stoopid lah i wanted to play but then cnt sia... so bloody stoopid i want to join them in the water!!! later they shoot water around the whole place then kenna wet i still the most dry lol... then later went with nadz, mozzie, qadhin, azrin to the take bus, then mrt then home... i was caught with ice-cream but the person gave me chance but then nadzrie, qadhin, mozzie lucky lor sry i left without u all guys my mum was abt to kill me le so i had no choice but to leave quickly i wanted to wait 4 u but then mrt come u all nt up yet so i went off first... sincere apologies to nadzrie, qadhin, muzzaffir...

see ya nxt time...
heartdead sam-_-

2006-09-04T17:42:00.000+08:00

ahh... i am bloody tired... juz came bk frm tioman ystrday sia the trip was so refreshing! fishes were everywhere in the water then we went to the waterfall to play the tour guide asked us to wear our clothes and nt swimming trunks coz there are so many blood sucking mosquitoes at the waterfall... i had to swim in my clothes but then so damn shiok lah it was so freaking cold even worse than swimming in the water cooler sia but then was so fun in the end XD there were even fish in the water haha... then we went bk and ate dinner already and i thought i could get a gd nitez sleep as the aircon was nt bad lah... who knew there was 3 blackouts in a freaking nite! on off on off on off i woke up frigging wet like i juz went swimming in my clothes again! haha i stank when i woke up sia... after tat we were supposed to go snorkelling but then i chose to go fishing with my father as i love fishing... but then afta like 2 or 3 hours, i got damn dizzy and went to sleep and tried to stop it but then woke up nt bad lah nt so dizzy le... then we gt many fish man shiok ah all 1kg++ de... then i saw a big sotong and i mean HUGE then the boatman gt a fish at the same time and put it down the sotong ate it and pulled but then i cant pull it away then some1 use a big net and scoop frm behind... it spat black ink and woohoo! the boatman was totally black frm head to toe it weighed 1kg man! but then in the end we did nt bring it home we gave it to some1 else aiyo wasted sia... then we went bk afta tat we had dinner then go sleep le the next day we left at 10am so nth to do lor... we reached hm at around 4pm so tired but i enjoyed the trip... who wan go tioman? i recomend him to eat the barbeque it rox! deer, crayfish, crab, prawns, chicken omg eat till damn full sia... shiok ah i will love to go on a holiday like tat again woohooo... oh yea!

sigining off,
deadboy sam-_-

2006-08-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

haiz... 2days teachers day and im nt happy at all... when i went bk to my old school 2dae, i didn't have tat love i will normally feel 4 my primary school, it was like i was in a totally different building! the only thing keeping me going there was to meet up with my old friends, to me, Jurong Primary School is juz a name that i will remember as my primary school, nt the building as every1 has changed, everything has changed, i regard my school as the miniature school ( i dun mind a hell of it although its small ) tat is standing right there as i am writing my blog at jurong east, near jurong canal... i hope i could juz go into my old school building again where the past 6 years of mine were spent fruitfully, making great friends, having great teachers... the teachers in the new school were totally different except for some... who were my form teacher who taught me a great deal of things about life and i sincerely thank her for tat but for the rest... i seriously had no comments abt them at all coz i dun even wtf their names were! i miss mr goh, my principal for my year... he left exactly after i finished my PSLE and left the school, hes now in sri lanka doing voluntary work, i can only wish him to hav a good time there and live everyday fruitfully... i juz wanna stay in my old school and never graduate im nt sayin my friends are no gd here in CSS but i juz dun like the teachers i dunno why seriously... my results suck, my attitude suck... ppl change for the better i am changin 4 the worst... i dunno wat the hell i shld do... arghhh... my life sucks... i juz wonder whether it was a wise desicion to merge with Boon Lay Pri in the first place... any comments?

signing off,
deadboy sam-_-

2006-08-20T13:12:00.002+08:00

wah shiok ah today, seen all kinds of cars juz by going to napier road then jurong and back home... saw lambrorghini gallardo, mazda rx7 and rx8s, merc CLK, CLS, SLK, bentleys, porsches, audi convertibles, BMW 6 series, nissan 350z shiok ah... so damn many nice cars... but then once i got out of my tuition centre my mum started naggin again... its like wtf! i dun even hav a freaking moment of peace man... arghhh!!! going siao le... give me a break! i hav so many newspaper articles to cut who has extra??? ok gtg go cut newspaper le bb

signing off,
deadboy sam-_-

2006-08-16T20:52:00.001+08:00

todays another damn tiring day... feel like dying my mum's naggin over everything little damn stupid fucking thing sia... nag till my ears also wanna burst le!!! one day when she stops naggin i will get full marks for all my test ah... we played soccer with some proud assholey sec 2s they think they very gd play like shit we won them by 3-0, aiyo they show off show till lose lor... maths common test 2day... terrible lor... polygons? quadileteral? octagons? diameter? wat the hell are all the formulas for all this maths crap??? ahhhh!!! mrs neo making me go mad lor... maths can be fun like hell but then the teacher makes it feel like shit lah... i wanna go out but then my parents dun giv me any freedom i need! everytime go out ask a million questions till i dun feel like going out le... who i going with, where i going, wat time i going, wat time i coming home... sometimes i really feel like a prisoner who has no freedom sia... only go school, go home so sian i know what i am gonna expect the next day, and the next, and the next... my life's so boring sia... k gtg now bb

signing off,
deadboy sam-_-

2006-08-07T18:39:00.000+08:00

damn schools terrible i dunno why but i juz cant get pass a damn day without a damn teacher scolding me!!! 2day i was super super lucky u can say, ms ker ask me and azizan to come out of the hall sia... i knew it was not a recommendation or anything gd... whenever ms ker calls me, tat means i am in really really deep shit, i so long nvr kanna by her already then 2day si beh juz because me and azizan were laughing then must go to push-up positon then a while later hav one 1/3 guy also kanna then a big mosquito flew beside me (no offence mozzie =)haha ) we had to stay there 4 some time during the assembly then finally she let us go... owww... so pain haha lucky lor kanna chosen lah! then we had to stay in push-up position for dunno hw long man... i try to shut up but the teachers are so seriously boring they shld try to get a life... i wanna listen also cant ah i scared l8er i fall alseep sia... 2day we went to library to borrow bks with jordan, hidayat, azizan, liu hao, qadhin, kai jin, then l8er when we went to long johns silver, everybody "no" money wat so when he chen buy a meal every1 go snatch his fries make him so damn angry till he throw the fork on the floor hahaha... nxt time dun go take his fries leh ppl angry one leh... lol...

signing off,
deadboy sam-_-

2006-08-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

sian ah... my results sux!!! big time! i just passed my sci, failed my chi by a mark and maths by a lot of marks!!! so boring sia school... juz hope the new school will be better with better teachers not like current sci teacher in 1/2 treat those that get gd sci results better than those who dun get so gd 1... stupid rite? but then we 1/2 lucky dun have a teacher worse than 1/1 so frekaing biased lor... until 1/1 also bo song already... sian ah sat and sun all stuck at home cant go out leh... who want go out or play arcade???

signing off,
deadboy sam-_-

2006-08-01T17:12:00.000+08:00

i am so tired... all the teachers think i dun want to study... seriously is nt i dun wanna study, is how to damn it study when the teachers are all so madda fucking retarded? walau all ppl think i get bad results i happy lah... i ask u ppl, who gets good results and go crying and bad results go celebrate... actually see i smiling when i get bad results is juz a cover... or waddya expect me to do? cry right in front of the teachers' face as i get my results? no rite! so can only just smile wat... i juz hope we get a change of better teachers when we get into sec 2 lah... coz i dun wanna see any of them again in sec 2, especially the one who said " class sth vry serious happened... 3 BALLS WENT MISSING!!!" and was the retarded one who got ms ker in to check our bags bcoz of a damn fucking scissors... this is wat i call retarded i think 1/2 know who the person is lah... i miss my primary school... can i stay back? sec school is too tough 4 me to take...

signing off,
deadboy sam-_-

2006-07-29T13:53:00.001+08:00

so boring... zzzz -_- schools making me go mad... teachers are scolding like hell sia... i cant even listen properly leh... whole day stay at home making me sick wanna go out also cant dunno who to go out with leh... tired tired tired... my cca makes me so freaking tired lor... PT PT PT its mad totally hardcore... need some help here... i am dyin...

signing off,
go_to_hell or heaven???

2006-07-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

super boring... nth to do at home sia... hey every1 do not EVER EVER believe wat u have seen in my tagboard... they were all fake, ppl'z name were used not true... it was created by 1/2 in a frenzy during I.T lesson when cher nt aound... so do NOT ever believe it... it is all damn freaking fake... but however there is 1 truth in the tagboard that is of coz between joey and jordan lah... lol...

signing off,
go_to_hell or heaven???

2006-07-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

schools tiring man... hell teachers scolding...naggin... almost every teacher also scold me sia lah dunno wat the hell did i do leh... mrs ng ask me stand in class 4 an hour again wa lau eh last time is science lab then now is stand is class why she keep on picking on me??? sum1 give me an answer leh... btw we just buried a rat in our school compound 2day... hey rat... RIP!!! how i wish i could just close my eyes... and sleep 4ever... nvr to wake up...

signing off...

go_to_heaven or hell???

2006-07-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

schools so boring... i amost fell asleep during my chinese lesson XP... so tired... mrs lim sry 4 being rude at you... but then is like u are so damn rude so not my fault lah actually... school = hell... eng, maths, sci, geo, art, mt, i.t, home econ, aiyo tiring... btw ruth ng ask us grow up... 1/2 i gt a great solution 4 all of u... eat calci-yum! CALCI-YUM! I'VE GROWN!!!

signing off...

go_to_hell or heaven???